cinderilla26902003@yahoo.
08-16-2003, 02:20 PM
do you sing any songs or buy any sing along tapes especially with young children or perhaps you might try getting more help in having someone else take care of the kids for a month or so. You need to stop feeling like you can't allow yourself time to mend your hormones and self back together, get a juicer and drink plenty of fresh squezzed orange juice and drink away, 32 ozs if you can that's what I did then go out for a massive breakfast and break all the rules about the way you look. Live it up like you were 15 again. and concentrate on your values and rest, take a bath soak for hour or so take your time to come into your emotions and feelings again. You are alive, you can breathe and don't forget to give GOD Our Creator THanks for all he has done, and you will arise up. Geez your lucky you can take a bath, My unemployment check didn't come in and I can't get a shower today. If I had a chill pill, I would give it to ya, but I don't have one of those. Laugh a little and give yourself good words in your head about your self and you will come through one step at time. Just go slow and close your eyes and imagine your in hawaii and your eighteen years old, and your underwater viewing the clown fish, angel fish manatees, heck they even have orange coral, look and feel that water over your body and swim for as long as you need to, grasp the peace, your inner peace, and stay in that place for as long as you need to. You will survive-don't peity yourself-keep positive-4-life.love/jeannie/cinderilla