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crys34
08-13-2008, 09:28 AM
Hi. Im new to this so bare with me. I book Stand Up for Your Life. I have been reading in it for some time now, and I have also been working in it as well. My life was changed when my mother passed away. I have been coping with it pretty well. I dont do things that I used to do which I miss very much. To make a long story short.

I worked with this guy for along time, I also like him too. I went out and bought things for him. He was dating this girl and he was very happy but he realized he put to much care into her and she ended up breaking his heart. When I went to talk to him he took all his anger out on me about what happened and I just let him. My self-esteem has really went down hill, my confidence has been broken which Im trying to get my life back in order.
My mother told me this before she died. "God doesnt want you to marry any other guy but Kaleb". This is the guy Ive liked. When she said this, I asked God about it and he seemed to bring Kaleb around but Kaleb was very hurt, and not in his right mind cause of his life.

I read in the book where you close your eyes and think of an object and take three deep breaths then you think about the object. I closed my eyes and thought I Kaleb the guy I liked. Today I seen him, he spoke with his hand, which I is good but I felt so hurt after the way he has promised me things and then around and not keep them.

shannarunner
08-22-2008, 09:39 PM
Follow your intution.
You know what you want
Postive thinking and affirmations
There is many avenues to happiness. Happy comes when we least expect it and in a way we might not have invisioned.

crys34
08-25-2008, 10:14 AM
Im going to call you shanna. Thanks for replying back. You know I asked God to give me a sign about whether he wants me and Kaleb together. When I seen Kaleb 5 days ago, he couldnt say hi to me. So I figured that God was showing me to move on with my life.
So that is what Im tryin to do.
There are days I feel blah and then there are days I feel happy and energized.
Thanks
for talk with me.

CoachPenny
09-17-2008, 09:11 PM
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