I did it!!!

[Sonia]

Hi All, just few lines to say about the risk I took few week ago.After 15 years by chance I discovered that a person that was very special to me had his own business and a website.At the beginning I was very happy that he was doing well but then I had also to face the resentment because a long time ago he decided not to keep in touch with me again.I really loved him even if I can't tell that I was in love with him.Anyway I decided to write an e-mail to him, expressing my feeling about it. His reaction till now has been quite cold.For sure he's changed as I did. But for the first time in my life I don't regret what I did. I said I love you and the time we spent together and It's really true. Would be nice to have a chance to talk to him again but if he doesn't fell the same I am ok, I am ok because I am learning to express my feelings my love and my being.If nothing happens for nothing I am sure that this is a lesson for me . Love to you all. Sonia.

[Camilla]

I think that it's always important to express our inner feelings in a way that we keep being true to ourselves. I always do and I always gain respect for being upfront and honest. Not all people can handle this though, especially if they themselves are not being honest to themselves and their needs and dreams. I think it's crucial for all our evolvement that we are and you just took a brave new step in the right direction. Good for you!

Best regards,
Camilla / Sweden

[Sonia]

Hi Camilla,

Thanks a lot for your reply. I worked a lot to improve the way how to express my inner feelings about love, affections to the people that I love. Was really difficult for me during the past to say how I loved someone : lovers, friends, my parents and so on.
I know that there is always room for this kind of inner development but so far I really enjoy myself when I do that and now I won't miss any opportunity if I feel it. Even my goldfish Nik knows how much I love him.
It really opens my heart to know that I am not the only one in this "club".

love,light and peace

Sonia